Shadow Dissolves, Heart Opens, Voice Breaks Free
Galactics --> Sun --> Heart
Queen of Hearts (Herzdame), 1921, Paul Klee
A Lived Experience
Whether it was the solar flares, or the cosmic lights empowering new consciousness that I wrote about in the last post, or other factors, a quantum shift has happened to me. Constant daily prayers to dissolve the old and birth the new have been answered, and I have crossed the point of no return.
The transformation began when I fell ill with an upper respiratory infection. While mild, this infection knocked me out. When under the weather, I can usually anchor in my spirituality. This time, though, I had the direct experience of being disembodied, Spirit and body separate. The piercing question rose: “What does it mean to be human?”
The disconnect was disorienting, discombobulating, unpleasant, and uncomfortable. I observed, free of judgment and full of curiosity. The infection kept me down for days, bewildered and waiting.
Maybe, like me, you reach for meaning in every life experience. (Bohm – E =MC2=Meaning). Throughout my life, meaning and gifts have surfaced through rough times. While the meaning of this experience continues to pearlize, threads of new consciousness have come through.
Living disjointed, keeping body and Spirit separate, is no longer an option. The Soul wants expression through this united field of body and Spirit. I have prayed, unquestioningly, for so long, to traverse this rocky path of New Consciousness, desperately wanting to leave the old behind. Whatever the mechanism, the quantum shift has happened, and I want and need to stop hiding. This means writing from a freer, more personal voice than the hard data of cosmic configurations.
It is time to be real. Hence, this personal narrative. There is no turning back from the ascending cosmos, the New Earth, or the life force that has been stifled into hiding for who knows how long. The shift does happen. If it hasn’t happened to you yet, it will.
We, dear readers, and the millions like us throughout the world, have worked, surely for lifetimes, shedding the programming that has kept us, our powers and our passions, our potential, locked up, frozen.
The deep thaw is here. With tremendous Sol and Cosmic support, liberation, coming out of the shadows, is a ripe choice point now. What was released in me during this under-the-weather period was the long-held passion to write from my heart. In posts from now on, I intend to bring the deep-space frequencies I write down to Earth through a shared lived experience.
Please consider this an invitation to share your lived experience in the comments so that we can learn from one another and build a connected community. If there is interest, we can have live chats about our direct experiences. Let me know if that interests you.
It is a liberating time: new light, new frequencies, higher vibrations, and the profound sacred union of self with lost self. The wave of transformation keeps flowing. Coming out of hiding, we shed skins, beliefs, practices, patterns, and falsehoods. The new is here, now. We all move at our own sacred pace, as the shift keeps happening. Here is a look at the cosmic blessings now.
November New Moon and Sagittarius Ingress
In the cosmic configuration below, notice the Sun’s conjunction with Dzwienna and Typhon. Dzwienna is a Scattered Disc Object representative of the Fierce Divine Feminine, and Typhon is another Scattered Disc Object with energy reflective of its namesake, Typhoon. This cosmic body whips things up and strews them about, just as the weather phenomenon does. These two bodies are in a four-year conjunction, which I wrote about here https://aurealwilliams.com/articles/5196/.
Dziewanna and Typhoon have their second exact hit on December 19, the same day Atlas 3I is nearest Earth and the day before the Solstice. This conjunction represents intense energy for bringing the Divine Feminine and the Divine Masculine into sacred Union, harmony, fusion, and equality. Glancing at United States news headlines, we see the Feminine rising from deep shadow in real time.
Dziewanna and Typhon are joined by Deucalion, whose storyline is earlier, yet similar, to Noah’s. There is a recreation of us, masculine and feminine, in equitable partnership happening now.
Alpha Centaurius, also conjunct the Sun, represents wounded healer energy, with the benefit of mind/body/spirit integration.
The newly named Transneptunian body, Goibniu, represents another facet of the fusion between masculine and feminine; as a mystical blacksmith, Goibniu fuses wisdom with power.
The Earth/Moon, Heliocentric Coordinate, is conjunct one of the largest Black Holes, NGC 1277. This body has a radiant power equal to 17 billion solar masses. Additional deep-space objects of high intensity also conjoin the Earth/Moon, along with Mercury, Lempo, Alicanto, another Scattered Disc Object, and Uranus. These collaborations break open consciousness in new ways of understanding and remind us to stay with the good heart.
These Sun/Earth/Moon pairings are squared, in late Aquarius, by Pallas Athena, the goddess of feminine power, and Cygnus X-3, the Black Hole 3U 2030+40. In his teachings, the renowned deep-space astrologer Philip Sedgwick suggests that we give the energies of this Black Hole time for its messages to penetrate our awareness. In essence, it helps to understand that deep processes are underway, empowering new consciousness.
Three fixed stars and a pulsar radiate at the opposite square, in late Leo. The fixed star Alphard infuses us with the power to stand alone as we work with shadow. Regulus, one of the four Royal Stars, helps us align with our North Star. Al Jabhah offers us stamina and courage as we face forward. PSR 0950+08 is an X-ray pulsar, allowing us to see the core through the surrounding material.
Evolution does not happen in a vacuum. The Sun, Earth, the Cosmos, and each of us collaborate in this grand mystery of becoming. We are merging the parts of ourselves into a radiant, aligned, and connected wholeness. Choosing to live by the good heart, which continually opens access, we reach ever higher presence with the exquisite unfolding of our becoming.
All blessing wishes on your sacred journey.
